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time so I started from the skin and went all the way, bra slip and dress. I even put on a pair of nylons. was the first time I had ever worn hose and even today I re- member the feel of them as I slid them up my legs. At this time I was about 14 and about the same size as my Stepmother so even her high heels fit me. When I got finished and look- ed in the mirror and saw myself completely a girl from head to foot (I had wrapped a kerchief around my head) I felt just wonderful. I posed in front of the mirror for almost an hour Lifting my dress and seeing my satin slip, and lifting the slip too and seeing my nylon clad legs, the silk panties and the high heels. Up to that time my TV urge would come and go but from this day on the urge never left me again. There have been times when I went without any TV expression for long per iods but that was by choice or necessity, but from that day I saw myself completely dressed I have worn silks and satins every chance I got.

Mom had 5 beautiful nighties which she never wore as she always wore pajamas. She kept these nighties packed away with some other things she never used. After this experience of seeing myself all dressed I wanted something that I could wear whenever I got the chance, So I tried on all five of them and took the largest and put the other four back. I started sleeping in that satin gown every night. Every chance I got in the daytime when no one was home I'd wear her dresses and lingerie. But I started out growing her clothes soon first the shoes and then the dresses. I even tore a dress put ting it on. I heard her remark to Dad one day that she didn t remember tearing it, After that I never wore any of her dresses again. The only thing of hers that I could still wear were her panties and the satin nightie. But the time came when even these could no longer be worn so I was left without anything

When I would go into a store in town I would always walk through the women's department on my way to the part of the store I had to go to. I'd see all those beautiful slips, pan= ties, nighties, dresses, etc. and I would want to buy some 80 much it was killing me but I couldn't get up the nerve. That summer I got a job driving a truck hauling grain to a city up north. The first trip I made, after I unloaded the truck, I

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